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Why I do not love by angel8541, literature

She by angel8541, literature

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She

I love you. God, what cliché words. It had to happen this way, didn’t it? Falling for the person I should never adore Like that. I hate you. I don’t want to love you. Every time you say it rips out my heart, I always say it first and I’ll be the one To say it last. I feel safe with you, You keep me warm although I know it’s wrong, I would be content with what we have, As long as you smile is still in front of me Whenever I ask. The pain is unlike anything else, A hollowness, emptiness, I can’t get it out, What have you done to me? Why does it hurt to love this much? Gasping for air, Grasping, reaching,

The Voices by angel8541, literature

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The Voices

Consuming thoughts weigh me down again, Paper thin skin beckons me like a friend To hurt it, to burn it, to rampage it whole, Each little prick devours my soul. Just let it win, just let it sink in, Watch as my cheeks hollow with sin, Just let me be, such a foolish belief That it would be kind enough to let you breathe. Exhale and exhale, the heaviness persists, Eats away at my heart with a devil’s kiss, Fire and hunger - more like cold and deceit, I am not broken; I’m dead, I’m not me. Waist getting thinner, life’s just a whisper, See the choice that made you a sinner? People are blind; if they see they donR

Silver and Gold by angel8541, literature

The Death of the Forest by angel8541, literature

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The Death of the Forest

Dark moons clouded blue skies, The stars that once glittered and danced Exploded and cascaded down, Glistening as they went. Blinding white clouds once illuminated the calm sea, Now a storm was brewing with thunder and lightning. Trees that once stood tall and green, Twisted and crawled ominously. Birds that once skittered and rode sapphire waves, Now were lying stained in ruby, Wings no longer in flight. Breath-taking green that once swayed in rhythm Were washed away in gasping drought. Hazy purple, blue and navy, Sparkling and shimmering shades Swept across the sky from a brushstroke, One from the squeezing, dying light.

The Liar by angel8541, literature

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The Liar

Broken down with nothing left, nothing new. Stars seem pointless, tiny, like you. I've seen hell and I've come back, It’s definitely not pretty, I’ll give you that. Life is messy, pain without end, Until you pull the trigger, it’s all pretend. Wounds that don’t heal over time, There are no angels in your eyes. Crying isn't worth it, no-one’s here, There’s no shoulder to cry on to catch your tears. Alone is what you have, alone protects you, But it will be over soon, I promise you.

Brainwashed by angel8541, literature

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Brainwashed

Brought up in a world of the judgemental, Teaching her morals that would be remembered, Her parents set the path for their babe, Whether she liked it or not, till the end of her days. They tried to implant thoughts in her head, But soon enough, she learned about what they said, They didn't understand the weight of their words, Their daughter thought it was absurd. As she grew older, she followed like a dog, Never questioning right nor wrong, Brainwashed by her own blood, and led to believe, So many things that would haunt her dreams. And so they taught her it that it was wrong to be gay, Disgusting if she was ever seen that way, And told

Just Medicine by angel8541, literature

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Just Medicine

You said it was just medicine, The crystals in the bag, Addicted to a beautiful sin, Turning from sane to mad. I watched as your pupils blew, Your skin crumbling to flakes, I kept your secret; no-one knew, Until it was far too late. I wished I could've saved you, Go back two years in the past, Where I could still say ‘I love you’, But you changed way too fast. The thing that hurts the most; You had such massive dreams, I’ll miss those mornings with tea and toast, And life was great; it seemed. Part of me died with you, As your life crippled away, I’ll know I’ll never forget you, Us two in happier days. And

Let Me Fly by angel8541, literature

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Let Me Fly

She's far from sane now, There are voices in her head, Telling her to do things, That she'll definitely regret. She picks up her phone, And decides to hit play, This'll be the last song she hears, Before her eyes open again. She rocks back and forth, Tears not escaping just yet, As she imagines her paradise, That'll make her forget. About to kick the chair, She says her mental goodbyes, A tear soddened her note, As she closed her eyes.

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Holiday Card Project 2012

Nov 7, 2012

It's back! With the goal of bringing a little cheer to patients in the hospital during the holiday season, the deviantART Holiday Card Project connects deviants from around the world and applies their tremendous artistic abilities in designing and creating uplifting holiday cards. In past years, the Project has received more than 5,000 cards sent in by more than 1,000 deviants from 50 different countries/political regions. Cards were then divvied up and distributed in-person by deviantART members to local Los Angeles, CA hospitals, with additional cards given to various hospitals in the U.S. and abroad for hospital staff members to hand out

Sing-Song, Stumble Slur by crowharmonics, literature

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Sing-Song, Stumble Slur

Chasing fire works, fire flies, these fucking lies through urban sprawl and graffiti scrawl, fingers locked, heart thumping in my throat like the bile I can't choke down. It tastes like Vaseline and ashes, a mouthful of proof of my cystic demise. The clumsy stumble roar, beasts with cherry-flavored foam leaking through their teeth, and how much more skin can be chewed from my neck? Skyscraper mazes and the pain-and-memory hazes I live and breathe like it'd literally kill me to let it go. Let it go. Time slips and slides, ice and lies, love-dipped fallacies that hide chrome and Vodka-bottle teeth. Survive for the fig

Giratina Girl - Chapter 2 by throne-king-master, literature

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Giratina Girl - Chapter 2

STORY SO FAR: Last time, the Catoptromans welcomed a beautiful baby girl named Mary into the family. Giratina in the Distortion world was attacked by an unknown entity and forced into Mary’s world. Seeking an inconspicuous hiding place, he unfortunately chose little Mary as his host body. However, his entrance into Mary’s world didn’t go unnoticed. The secret government organization called DEADEN is about to discover what set off all their alarms. But with First Sergeant Loftman in-charge, only Arceus knows what he has planned. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

For My People by WordOfChen, literature

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For My People

As far as I can recall: I did not ask to be birthed Into a cycle of stagnation. I did not ask to be told, That my dreams are achievable; Only to see them limited by the scope of reality. I did not ask for a failing system, Passed unto me by half-dead corpses wearing suits. Nodding eagerly at one another, As they wait for an inevitable death. This I did not ask for, And I am certain that most of you did not either. But it is for that reason, And for that reason alone, I say: That it is up to us, We siblings bound by the chains of our forefathers, To create a system that is better, Than the bitter shackles of the past. Justice is what I lo

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The Voices by angel8541, literature

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The Voices

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Artist // Student // Literature

July 1
United Kingdom
Deviant for 12 years
angelgracewriter.tumblr.com/
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HI! So you've found the page of a 15 year old, British girl. CONGRATS! I sorta fangirl over video games like Bioshock Infinite (best game in the *MULTIPLE* ALTERNATE UNIVERSES), Sherlock, Doctor who and all things nerdy. I love gaming youtubers and I write A LOT (when I can with all these GCSEs to worry about). You will find mostly poetry in this here land of DA, but if you wanna see some oneshot/fic sorta thang then head on over to my main tumblr account (angelgracewriter.tumblr.com). You won't regret it, I promise *commence nervous smile*.

I am a geek. VERY VERY GEEKY. WITH A TRUCK LOAD OF FANGIRL ON THE SIDE. You've been warned.

Grace
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Favourite Visual Artist

No clue.

Favourite Movies

Harry Potter series, Disney movies in general, Coraline and some others that I can't care to remember.

Favourite TV Shows

Sherlock, Doctor Who, Bad Education (HELL YEAH, JACK WHITEHALL!), Primeval, House of Anubis, Avatar...

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

1D (HELP! I'VE GONE DIRECTIONER!), Ed Sheeran, Lucy Spraggan, Imagine Dragons, Daughter...

Favourite Books

The Fault in our stars,SKULDUGGERRY PLEASANT! (by Derek Landy), Wings (by Aprilynne Pike), Pretty much every Jacqueline Wilson book known to man, And pretty much all the Cathy Cassidy books but my fav would be Angel Cake, The Butterfly Lion (MADE ME CRY!)

Favourite Writers

John Green, Derek Landy, Jacqueline Wilson, Cathy Cassidy, Michael Morpurgo, JK Rowling

Favourite Games

Bioshock Infinite, Portal, Mario, Animal Crossing New Leaf & Minecraft,

Favourite Gaming Platform

PC as I'm too poor to own any console other than hardcore retro.

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AWESOMENESS, NERDYNESS AND INTERNET/FOOD ADDICTION. YAY FOR CAPS.

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Jul 1, 2014

Birthday was amazing :D

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So it's the time of the year where on celebrates one's birthday and it was pretty cool. I'm getting pizza. I like pizza. I shall eat pizza forever and replay Portal 2. Even though I just finished the game yesterday. I will replay it and watch Sherlock and Merlin boxsets over and over again. It's beautiful. Thank you for all the birthday messages and I will hug you all with this emoticon that I definitely don't overuse: :hug:    Seriously, thank you. I will resume waiting for the delivery guy to deliver the birthday pizza. BYe! 

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angel8541

Jan 5, 2014

Sherlock... John... Johnlock... I SHIP IT!

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This week I wanted to see what all this hype was going on with the BBC's adaptation of Sherlock and freaking hell, I fell in love. I watched the entire 3 series in a week (there is only 3 eps per season. SERIOUSLY WTF?!) and I just can't now. JUst SheRlOcK and his beautiful curls and John and his height and all these uncontrollable feelings and then tonight's ep and feels and UHS£WISUQAcjxkwEVAUSFDJVM. But seriously, Mary and John happened and got married and now I don't know what to do with my life. We did get a first johnlock hug, so at least that's something. But I... I now have chest pains from Johnlock's cuteness and just nope. NON

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angel8541

Nov 26, 2013

Oh heyy!

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On November the 23rd, as we all know, it was the DOCTOR WHO 50th ANNIVERSARY and bloody hell, was it AMAZING. But now I can't stop missing Ten, and I listened to Vale Dacem and started crying, then re-watched part of TEOT (The End Of Time) and started sobbing uncontrollably. Seriously, I can't believe it been all this time and that episode still punches me straight in the heart. :)  xxx

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JJJMadness

Jul 1, 2018

Happy birthday!

Sorry for the late response (cuz I've been busy), but
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! Sun

Have some free (Celebratory) Art too, for your Special Day :) (Smile)

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Jul 2, 2017

!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!

It's July 1^st which means it's that time of the year again and your special day is here! We hope you have an awesome day with lots of birthday fun, gifts, happiness and most definitely, lots of cake! Here's to another year!

Many well wishes and love from your friendly birthdays team